Moving!

We moved today.  It was somewhat of an unexpected move.  We knew we were doing it, but didn’t expect it to be so soon.  I was extremely unprepared.  I am not sure if I was in denial, being lazy, or just did not have the time, but I wasn’t ready.  I definitely think it was a combination of all three.  I notice how I react when I become overwhelmed.  It is almost as though I don’t know where to start so I procrastinate.  I get no closer to reaching my goal.  What I am actually asking myself right now is—did I actually set a goal?  In this case, no.  Now I am starting to see (something that I already know), is that if I haven’t even established what I want my end result to be, how do I expect to get there?  At least in this case, I did not really set a goal or create action steps to achieve it.  In most cases where I have not reached the end result I was after, I never really chose to clearly define what needed to be done and how I was going to get there.  The consequences of this became the fact that I was not ready for the physically and emotionally draining event of moving.  I made it much harder on my self than it truly had to be.  Every day I continue to learn.  I continue to learn how I create either what I am content with in my life or what I truly need to change.