Archive for October, 2007
Emotional
I am feeling pretty drained the last couple of days. I feel so emotional. My emotions are up and down. One minute I am crying, the next I am happy as can be. I guess what is happening is that I am actually experiencing my emotions. I realize now this was a major problem for [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )Only Better…
I will continue to be the wife and mother I have been, only better. This is so important to me. I will do everything I can to make this statement true. These two things have been the main role in my life for the last 12-15 years. Admittedly, I don’t know if I have always [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )Who do I want to become?
After reading my writings the other day, I was asked again, “Who do I want to become?” I think in answering the question before, I was too general. I wasn’t really answering the question. I have learned that without goals and action steps to attain the life you want, it is harder to reach the [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )It Feels Great!
I am looking forward to going to the gym tomorrow. I can’t believe how good it feels to be taking care of myself. It is such a great feeling walking out of the gym each day knowing I am doing something to make myself healthier. I am realizing my hard work is paying off. I [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )Tough Questions
I was recently asked the question, “What do I want to become?” What a complex question. There are so many ways to answer that. I know I cannot answer that in it’s entirety at this point. I was also asked, “What will bring me joy?” In my eyes, these two questions parallel each other. It’s [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )Gratitude
Both in my reading and in talking with David, I have learned to be much more grateful for what I have. Even when things might not being going as I like at the moment, realizing all the blessings I have in my life truly puts it into perspective. My Blessings (big and small):-my children (seeing [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )Resisting…
It seemed like a very emotional day for me today. I feel like I am on a roller coaster right now. I know it is all part of the process, but it stinks. There are so many things to work through. I am finding that I am starting to face feelings that I didn’t even [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )Confusion
I’m realizing how many ups and downs there are in this process. It is quite confusing a times. Changes that I thought would be difficult have sometimes been easier than I thought, while things that I assumed would take little effort really pushed me out of my comfort zone. As my feelings and actions are [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )Family Dynamics
I have definitely been struggling with some things the last couple days. I’m seeing how the changes in me are affecting the people around me. Of course, most of these changes have affected my family in a positive way, but it has definitely started changing the family dynamics. I think it is affecting my children [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )What an inspiration…
It’s Monday and I’m back to the gym. I had a good day today. I worked out and talked to David for awhile. We talked about how I am becoming more comfortable with my Wednesday and Friday “Meet & Greets”! As expected, David decided to give me Mondays also to conquer my fears. Well, it [...]
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